Summer can be nice sometimes. I've gotten new friends. My room in my new place has a wide windowsill I can sit in and read. I've been able to go for walks in the nice weather with my lovely boyfriend Kristian. I've bathed in a lake. I've lain on a blanket, staring at the clouds. I even have bruises and scrapes and cuts on my legs and arms after rolling around on the ground, seeing as I got too drunk at a 3-day long wedding party (though we were only there for one night).

The good things and the good feelings are slowly seeping back into my life. Security and stability is slowly being established. I'm in a new city, with new friends and a new boyfriend, but it's getting to the point where I feel like it's a very good thing, and I deserve it.



I'm proud of myself. For being more happy. More often.

As usual it's long between posts in this one. I thought I'd put up a pic of the black and white makeuplook I did just now though. I'm on vacation in Greece, I'm a little bit more tanned than usual, and the light combined with this crappy webcam on my minilaptop won't make for the best pics, but here we go!







Now. Be so kind to as ignore the fact that my skin is having a breakout due to the heavy sunscreen I use, the fact that the lighting makes me look as pale as ever, and the fact that I managed to smudge my brows a bit. Oh, and the angle. It's not easy to take pictures with a bloody LAPTOP! But, uhm, yeah. It looks lovely IRL, true story!

The main reason I'm putting this out here is for my own sake. To make myself feel at least a bit better, and a tad creative, even though I really don't feel that way so. Therapy you know.